wish list

Little bee's list:

Fisher Price potty


Fisher Price Jeep Wrangler


step two backyard swing set


My list:

lens for my D40


an HP laptop


a queen size Ikea bed.


Sprint's Palm Pixi


and last but not least: a 2 day cruise to the Bahamas & a $50 gift card to Victoria Secret.

Tweedle Dum

driving down i95.

bee's halloween photo shoot.

my little brother :)

little bee ♥

this week was a little dramatic.

i can't wait for the school break to come. i am physically, and emotionally drained.

i need a vacation:

under my sheets.

Zombieland

update:

• school will be over in one week :)
• my daughter is learning to appreciate me more as the days go by ♥
• i got a facebook (trying to see what the fuss is all about)
• my car's door broke down!!!
• it feels good to get paid weekly.
• he and i have been spending a lot of time together.
• my hair is extremely long.
• i bought a baby bag, clothes, and snow boots for bee.
• i bought some snow boots for me too.

project 365 is awesome. my photography skills are getting better.
one of my blogger friends (Valencia) did this amazing project where you take pictures every hour the entire day, i thought it was awesome, so i decided to do it. it's really cool, i think everyone should give it a try.

daddy and bee (dinner at T.G.I.F)

Gobble gobble

Happy Turkey day everyone.

this week has been pretty hectic. work, school, holidays, Ryan's one year anniversary, and my child have been keeping me pretty busy. as planned, i spent the day with Ryan's family. i felt closer to him, and them. especially one of his brothers, he reminds me a lot of him. school will be over in two weeks. I'm super excited for that. I'm going to N.Y.C with my child for a few days, that should be fun. the fair is in town! I'm planning on taking little bee this weekend. today is turkey day. my mother is making dinner for us and close relatives that are coming over, my cousin from D.R is also here too.
Black Friday is tomorrow. there's going to be a lot of shopping involved! mostly for bee and i :)

have a blessed weekend everyone ♥

Soft

mi sexy tattoo

my lovely ♥

this week I've been busy busy busy.
work has been great, although I'm not getting as many hours as i want. school is almost done, only three weeks left! can't wait. I've been spending a lot of time with my little one. I'm learning more and more each day from her. I watched a few movies this week: 2012, the time travelers wife, zombieland, paranormal activity and the orphan. they were good although my favorite one is the love one. of course! i liked the movie so much i got the book at the library. so far I'm liking the book better than the movie. i met a guy. he's PB material but only time will tell. I've learned is not good to rush into things. Ryan's one year anniversary is this Sunday. I'm going to spend the day with his family. now that the holidays are here i feel happy, although sadness overcomes me.

i love you Ryan ♥

sweet disposition

why is it that the older we get, the wiser we become?
I've learned with time that i am a good person, I'm extremely caring, and that i sometimes amaze myself. for some reason i feel that i am maturing. i have surrounded myself all my life with people that didn't have a meaning or purpose for me, I'm not gonna lie, i know they were in my life for a reason BUT there's a reason their not in it now. I'm a believer in everything happens for a reason. like Marilyn Monroe once quoted "I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when their right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

my little nerd.

one lovely afternoon with tio.

change is always good, although sometimes it isn't, and I've learned this the hard way. deep down i know its happening so i can be a better and stronger person. one of the reason being is bee. no one can compare motherhood to anything. a mothers love is an unbelievable feeling. I've also decided to let HIM go. I'm letting it go for good. it seems love nor a child can make a man leave his partying ways. I'm not saying were not gonna go out and have fun with our child, what i mean is the whole concept of us thinking about love. i finally realized that to HIM partying is more important than us.

its dead.

♥

p.s Ryan's anniversary is coming up. i feel...

i am ♥

{via LeLove}

inspired by Evelyn.


I'm Elizabeth. I'm short. I'm 22 and i still feel like a child.
I'm inpatient and caring. funny yet smart.
i don't like change.

I'm a daughter and a mother. a sister and a believer.
i am in love.

i dislike liars and the smell of cigarettes.
i like cuddling and writing.

I'm a student.
i know three languages and A.S.L.

I'm a hippie at heart. i love dresses.
i cannot live without my blackberry.
i love the color pink!

fam[ily] is everything to me.
I'm scared of the dark and losing a loved one.

i wish i had a significant other, that i was stronger and more confident.
i wish i wasn't a single mother.

i want to live on my own and make the world a better place to live in.

i love peace♥

i want another child. I've been trying for the past 4 months.
i am weak to kindness and pizza.

i have a fetish with tattoos. i have eight of them and plan on getting more.

i want to learn how to cook!

who are you?

rainbow

my little bee

she loves to color ♥

this week was a little hard on me because as you all know I got laid off. well not anymore... I got a job really close to my house at the outlet mall. it couldn't have worked out better. school is going great. I have mostly A's and B's ! I already registered for next semester. I'm taking four classes again. life is going great overall. I guess all you have to do is have a little faith.

I want to go to "Samurai" again.
it's a really good Japanese place. they cook right in front of you. it's really awesome. can't wait to go next week.

:)

Halloween

was super fun this year with the family, little bee and her dad. our schedule went as planned and we enjoyed the day.

this weekend was stupendous although I sort of got laid off from my job. totally not happy here. let's see what the future holds for me. there's going to be a lot of application papers that's for sure!

happy week everyone ♥